Teehee.

We’ve had our ups, and our downs, and our downers. We’ve had our problems, and our conflicts, and fights, and we’ve called one another angry names and hung up in the midst of a sentence and cried and cried and cried because of one another. I’ve hurt you, and you’ve hurt me. We’ve disagreed, and we’ve pissed each off more times than I could count on my fingers and toes.

I know that, at times, I’ve wanted nothing more than to punch you in the face.

But at the same time, you’ve been the only one willing to let me bitch, limitless, about my family, my friends, or any other trivial thing a teenage girl deals with. You’ve made me feel stronger, and you’ve made it clear that I’m not a bad person, I’m not ugly - inside or out - and, I can do great things. You’ve shown me that, sometimes, living without reason and with reckless abandon is really how it feels to live. You’ve given me a hand to hold and a shoulder to cry on. Besides that, you’ve trusted in me, too. Between the countless nights crying to one another about things we can’t change and trying to fix the things we can’t, I know that our lives have improved with the presence of each other. And the precious text messages, late night cuddly phone calls, and occurrences on the Speech bus are all great, but what’s greater is that I’ve found a best friend in you. You’ve given me someone to confide in, someone to lean on, someone to cry and laugh and hurt and yell with, you’ve given me protection, and a sense of why I’m here. The physical relationship we have may be great, but on the mental/emotional plane, I know I’ve found someone who I’ll never want out of my life. I know I’ve found someone with such a golden heart and a great personality. I know I’ve been blessed with someone so alike me. I know you mean more to me than any sole person on this planet.

I might not really know how to explain this feeling in my tummy, or in my heart, but I know that I’m the happiest I’ve been in a long time.

That is all.